4th exam day.

As usual, we're having our exam today.

Today we're having Maths paper 1 and paper 2.

Overall, Maths isn't that difficult compare to what teacher told us.

So, she's just scaring us right? =]

But, I've tonnes of careless mistakes in paper 2. Sigh.

Nothing special happened this few days, except we're having our exams and discussing the answers.

Everyday is the same. BORING week.

Four days more to the end of 1B term exam.

I hope it ends faster,

after exam, it's holiday. Oh yes!

But, holiday, we've to go back to school for co-curicular activities.

2 weeks of holiday, 8 days to go back. Argh argh argh.

Why don't we just study as usual, no difference right?

Holiday is for us to rest, not for school activities.

8 days is too much, isn't it?

I wish exam ends faster and holidays we won't have to attend co-curicular activities.

Ohh, It won't come true. =[

任家萱，你要幸福 =]

Taking a deep breath.

=] Yay me.
Tomorrow is Vesak Day. Did I spelled it wrongly?
Finally I've time to update my dearest bloggie =]
Actually I'm online-ing everyday though it's exam week.
Ahh, at least one hour everyday, not too much right? =] Cheer, Yan.H C:
So Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Three more days for me to settle those shiiity subject.
Living Skills, dead. I'm not paying attention is teaching. T____T Sorry teacher. I didn't meant to chat with friends during your lesson. But Living Skills is really boring. Sorry sorry. I'll work hard on this subject.
Maths, half-dead. My maths isn't that bad ,not that good too,haha =.=but teacher warned us that she'll came out lots of question that will let us get crazy =] So, wish me luck.
Civic, err.. Got a new Civic teacher since two weeks before exam starts. Rushing for notes lor.
Computer, -,-
Moral, er...nilai and definasi to memorize. T_____T Shiit.
Geography, hahaha. I hope I won't fail. I don't even know where is Penang located in M'sia's map.
Art, objektif. Memorize lor.
BM paper 1, got answers to choose. Yay.
BC paper 1, same.
BI paper 1, same.
So exam's going to end soon. Right? =]
Sigh. I hate holidays. I hate holidays.
Holidays = school day.
We're forced to attend those blablablablabla activities. Ugghh.

Wish me luck tomorrow.

Sigh.
Exam's tomorrow.
Tomorrow I'm going to sit for Chinese paper 2 and English paper 2.
Chinese essay?
I don't like my essay. I hate my essay.
It's so disgusting.
I don't know why I dare to pass up such an essay to teacher during exam.
Yucks, ews. It's awful.
We've to do our correction. Even a single wrong word. Sigh.
I always feel like bang-ing my head on the wall when I get my paper back.
Yaa, high marks =) To me laa.

I don't like the way I write an essay.
I must improve, I must improve.
English paper 2,
Dead. Haven't study the literature.
Should be, haven't memorize the literature.
Study = forgot
forgot = no study
memorize = remember during exam
remember during exam = throw those things away after exam
So wishhhhhhh me luck =)

p.s Others who are taking their exam tomorrow or already started their exam thousands of years ago, wish you all luck too =] 
p.p.s I hope, my rank won't drop too much.
I've to throw my comp away, so that I can concentrate. Joking. -,-
Bye. I'm going to face my book now. But not Facebook T________T
I wan Facebook T________________T 
 

Untitled.

Study
Study
Study
Study
Study.
I didn't really start my studies yet. Sigh.
I have to tell myself, finishing tonnes of pass year paper from those teachers is also a part of studying.
Please, think for us. Every subject one set of pass year paper, how many sets we have to finish a day?
It makes me feel better. But, I'm just bluffing myself. =( I know, I know that.
Concentrate on my studies tomorrow. DEAL.

Exam's coming soon.

Refer to the title,
exam is comming soon.

exam is comming soon. 

exam is comming soon.  

exam is comming soon. 

I must study,

I have to study,

I need to study,

I will study.

I keep on telling myself I will study I will study.

But, end up I'm Facebook-ing again. Sigh.

1B exam is comming soon.

10 days more actually. I haven't start studying.

I HAVEN'T.

I'm out of time now. I've to rushhhhh.

Ten days aren't enough for me to settle those Geographys and History and Living Skills ...

blablabla and lots more.

I've to bring my reference to school tomorrow.

I'm going to have 2 hours to study there.

I must use every seconds.

I deserves it laaa,

because I didn't study early.

Overall my 1A exams results are quite okayy.

But I know I can improve more.

As long as I want to.

So, wish me luck.

My 1B exam,

please don't drop too much.

Have to study hard.

Countdown 10 days.

I dislike Geography.

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Well, when I'm posting this post,
or you can call it striking.
I'm actually rushing my Geo's pass year question paper.
WTH laa. 3 sets.
I know that's good for us, but it seemed like TOO MUCH.
I hate Geography
I hate Geography
I hate Geography
I hate Geography
I hate Geography
I hate Geography
I hate Geography
I hate Geography
I hate Geography
I hate Geography.
Bye. Alomost needs to refer to the reference book every question. LOL.
I know nothing about Geography. LOL. Just kidding.

Awful. Ew and ew.

I go through my first blog.
Those posts inside makes me like rushing to the toilet and vomits.
It sucks.
Well, deleted that ew and awful and rubbish blog.
Sorry for scolding you this way, dear ex-bloggie.
I don't really meant it.
But you really makes me like vomiting after my supper.
Sorry sorry sorry.
WTH, what happened to my eyes?
I choosed that childish blogskin.
Whatever laa, that's my past.
I've to accept myself.
Because that's me.
No matter how it sucks.

Feelings.

Busy.
Not enough sleep.
And still busy.
Can't finish homework.
Still busy.
Unhappy.
Nothing special happened these days.
And I'm busy.
I don't really know what I'm actually doing.
I don't know what makes me busy like this.
Maybe,
I just treat my life as a dream.
A big big dream.
I love to dream.
I love dreaming.
Especially day dreaming.
It isn't useful to my studies,
neither anything else.
It's considered as useless LOL.
Every morning,
during the journey to school I used to dream from my house till the school.
Continued to dream from the foyer to the room.
Without dream,
my weekdays' morning is just nothing.
Time passed fast.
I'd grown up =DD
I mean a little bit = =
I realised that,
everything that I dreamed,
It won't come true.
How cruel is that?!
I'm just thirteen,
give me some chances to dream laaa.
It's unfair okay?
The others get to dream,
and their dreams probabbly comes true.
How about mine?
Gosh, I'm left-out.
I always think alot.
Maybe, It's too much.
Do you always tell your besties your heart stories..?
Whatever you're thinking in your heart,
did you share with your friends or parents?
I can tell you,
I NEVER.
Not even once.
Since when,
I can't communicate with my CCPS' besties?
I've no topic to chat with them.
It's unfair for them.
I know, I've tried my best.
I tried my best everyday to communicate with you all.
I really tried my best.
But it doesn't work much duhh.
I got a new friend.
She's elder than me, she's fourteen.
She's quite similar to me.
Whatever laa,
I try to appreciate every friendship.
I don't want to lost any of them.
Last, 
dreams I'll never let go of you.
I believed in dreams.
I know I'm silly.
But I still believe my dreams will come true.
Dreams,
I'm always here and waiting for you,
waiting for you, flying towards me =)

现实的残酷。

明天，是星期五，又有活动了。
老实说，我不是很想去。
因为怕被骂。
现实总是残酷的，时间不会因为任何人而停下来，
所以，那天还是会来临的。
当我沉浸在自己的幻想当中，就没有现实的残酷。
幻想幻想，就是假的。
总是要醒来的。
我告诉我自己，要乐观。
不要悲观不要悲观。
我希望，明天，一切美好。
不需要很美好，平平淡淡地度过就可以了。
明天，加油。

Cheese Cake. =)

Forced mom to buy a slice of cheese cake for me at 9 something.
Heyyy, I'm not cruel.
She's having dinner with dad and her friends outside though.
She abandoned me and my sis at home. T,T
Of course, with our dinner too. =)
I brought my dinner upstairs and sit infront of my laptop,
and then start eating it with Facebook, Twitter and Youtube. =)
What a wonderful day.
Ohh yaaa.
She bought me some doughnuts.
Actually I'm the one who ordered those doughnuts, LOL.
But ,
I felt disgusting when I saw those doughnuts.
Maybe it's because I didn't eat doughnuts for a half year.
Yaaa. A half year.
Anyway, Auntie Anne's Doughnut is amazing. =)
But it isn't from AAD.
It's just from a new bakery somewhere near my house.
Give me a minute please,
I've to go downstairs to pick up my doughnuts and take a photo.

Cute doughnuts.
Gosh. Forgotten Geography. Shiiit.
Bye.

Sleepy.

Back from school.
Iv'e finished lunch. =DD
My lunch: LAKSA. hmmm...Not actually. I don't really finish three spoodfeed also.
Milo. Love you the most =)
Char koay kark. Didn't  finish again.
Chicken wing. LOL. Not nice. Just finished one.
Spring roll. Awesome. Finished three shorties' size of them.
It seemed like I ate alot for lunch.
Ya, I ate four types of food. But I didn't finish any of them expect for spring roll.
Nothing much to say for now.
I'm super STEAM now as I'm very sleepy.
Take a long long nap. Wait, no way. I've to finish TONS of homework today.
Haih. Fine, 5 minutes.
Give me 5 minutes, let me rest.
I'm tired.

领悟.

偶尔，我不知道自己何来的福气，让老天爷一直那么地眷顾我，包容我的过错，给予我机会。

我做事就是喜欢靠 感觉，可能是因为我是双鱼座的关系吧？（我很迷信- -）我会因为感觉而冲动的选错了学校，也会因为感觉，喜欢一间学校。
我经常在埋怨，为什么我做不完功课，要开夜车。
每当我想到，老天爷，给予我这个机会在我喜欢的学校上学，我却在埋怨的时候，就会突然觉得很抱歉，很过意不去。很多人，做了错的选择，没有机会再挽回失去的一切，然而，我却幸运地拥有了重生的机会。我要珍惜，珍惜这个珍贵的机会。
会珍惜拥有的人，才是最幸福的。
不会珍惜自己所拥有的一切的人 ，永远都不会幸福，因为他们永远不会满足。
在恒毅，我忽然学会了珍惜，珍惜可以上学的日子。
我今年中一，四年多过后就要中五毕业了。
剩下的日子不会多，所以，我要珍惜可以上学的日子。

我已经习惯了建筑工地正在建宏愿楼的嘈杂声，没有你，我不习惯。

我习惯了学校肥美的蚊子，每天来打扰我，没有你，我不习惯。

我习惯了在学校不用纸巾，用纸巾，我觉得很奇怪。

我习惯了学校会要求我们带对我来说很重很重的报纸来学校环保，没有很重很重的报纸带，我不习惯。

我习惯了在周会上坐在地上差不多一个小时，坐到麻痹，坐到不耐烦，如果没有周会，我会很不习惯。

我习惯了早上在老师进班之前不可以开风扇，因为要环保，搞得我们汗流浃背，可是，当有一天我可以放肆地开风扇时，我会不习惯。

这一切，已经成了习惯。

你可以解读为，没有恒毅，我会不习惯。
一切就是那么巧合地，让我和这间学校相遇，让我喜欢这间学校的一切。
我告诉我自己，我要珍惜，珍惜每天在恒毅读书的日子。
不为什么，只因为我快乐。

First prefect board's activity

Friday.
Just steaming the whole day at school.
Because I'm nervous though.
It makes me very active and noisy in class. -,-
Skip.
Monday's duty.
Morning,
the canteen.
Hmmm.... LMAO.
Seniors told me something funny,
end up,
I'm laughing the whole day.
Art.
Yorrr. Thanks teacher for helping me on my art. =)
You're kind , lalala =]
Your help makes my drawing became wonderful.
At least it's nicer than before. =)
Anyway, thank you very much. :)
Geography.
Skip.
After school: Computer class.
Nahhh. Nothing special.
It is always boring.
Just like the first day I attended her class.
Prefects went out early.
We're alive again :DD
Think of MARCHING.
We're Dead. = =
1.50 p.m.
Fall-in.
Thought us the correct way to fall- in.
And then lead us to the basketball's court.
Learn how to march.
2.30p.m. and 4.30 p.m.
WTH?
2hours.
Isn't 2 hours' too long for those who're the first time to march? -,-
Watever lahh.
About 4.15 or something...
I ALMOST FAINTED.
Remember, I'm just ALMOST fainted, not FAINTED. = =
Hmm.. Then they brought me too the bench ,
and let me rest.
OMG. I hope I can knock my head to the wall immediately.
It's very " sia sui"
I almost fainted and everyone's like standing around me, LOL.
And they were asking: " Are you ok?" " Drink water laa"
Touching huhh? =)
Seniors all ran towards me and asked: " Yan Han, are you ok?" " You sure you're okay?"
Hmm.. Thanks all for you all's caring :D
I feel well when one of the senior told me she also got this experience before. -,-
I'm FINE and HEALTHY now. =)
Facebook. <<< =(
Reminded me about I'd almost fainted during the first activity. -,-
I don't want to go to school anymore. T,T
You know I'm just joking.
Btw, heading to Dewan Sri Pinang later.
Gonna to support our school's drama club.
They are having the State Drama Competition.
Good luck, HEHS =)